The Kingdom which will never be

The kingdom runs with the kings and knights...or so they say.
Truth slaps the face and thats a horrible horrible load of crap.
The kingdom is never run without the princesses and queens.

The kingdom becomes a lonely hall with noting to fight for.
The queens and princesses provoke the improvements, the fights, the love, the arguements never the kings and knights.
An empty shell , an empty hollow..

I decided to leave an entry today as I read 3 entries back on what I did.
I touched someone 2 years back. She cried, she fumbled in talking.
I didn't need it but i was happy.
2 years have passed and the tears have been of sadness. I hate myself...
I'm a moron...